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Koji
21 September 2010 @ 09:58 am

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This account serves as both my writing journal and my blog. Private things are posted here, and they aren't always f-locked, so if you're adding me to keep tabs on what I write, beware of blog spamage on your page sometimes. I won't add anyone I'm not overly familiar with (though I'm tempted to add some of my readers only because they're so awesome and leave me wonderful comments), but if you leave a comment here to give me a reason why I should add you, I'll consider it.
 
 
Koji
03 February 2010 @ 10:11 pm
 GUYS, GUYS GUYS! I was just accepted into one of my first choices for university!

I'M SO EXCITED!!!
 
 
Koji
25 January 2010 @ 11:05 pm
 

Holy shit they opened a Cure shop in Japantown. I have to get my ass there prompto!!!
 
 
Koji
23 January 2010 @ 07:56 pm
 


I don't think I've ever mentioned this before, but I love blueberries. They're my favorite berry, and one of my favorite kinds of fuit. What I will be doing in the following paragraphs are pretty much ranting about them and dedicating a bit of prose towards them. This is what happens when you put blueberry and words together.

The thing about blueberries is their subtleness, really. Every thing from the taste to color to size of them. They're small, slightly circular and yet flattened out into this (for some inconceivable reason) cute little shape. The outside skin is that famous blue, not electric blue or sky blue, but their own unique shade. Dark, but not deep. Almost black, but with a faint tinge of blue coloring its contours. After washing they are not of an even color, instead a smooth blending like a palette of soft colors mixed into one. They mix from dark blue, with a faint hint of purple at the horizon, and then smoothly transitioning to a faint blue that seems to be covered in a thin layer of frost. At the top is a small indent where the stem that once connected the blueberry to the bush once was. Most of the time it's an irregular shape, but sometimes it is the perfect shape of a star. The inside flesh is not blue as one would have it, but a light pale green.

The taste is somewhat of a hunt. Sometimes it's tart, sometime's it's bland, with a hint of both sweet and sour teasing the tip of your tongue. Rarely do you ever find that perfect blueberry taste. I've tasted it before, and so rather than the regular taste that artificial blueberry flavored things has labeled, my own perfect taste of blueberry is different. You have to root for this berry, because it's neither the biggest nor the smallest, the hardest nor the softest. Oftentimes I pop a blueberry into my mouth without the slightest idea and the taste bursts into my mouth like a tiny bit of magic, subtly sweet and pure and carrying this distinctive taste that you try to hold on in your mouth as long as you can. But the taste never lasts long, fading away and causing you to move onto the next blueberry.

Ah. I've just found one as I was writing this. The taste is poignant, like a...perfume, transformed into taste, not smell. Not overpowering, but simple, dispersed throughout its flesh. It strikes the back of your tongue, sending a wave of coolness over it and delighting the mouth, lingering in the throat. A deep, fleeting taste that floods up to the roof of your mouth before slipping away. It's lovely.

That was the taste that first made me fall in love with blueberries. At the time so many berries in one basket were the perfect blueberry, the perfect taste. I bought blueberry yesterday for the first time in a long while. So many sour berries, overwrought with tartness, and some of them bland--but each time I stumble upon the perfect blueberry I feel a tiny bit triumphant, a tiny bit nostalgic.
 
 
Koji
23 January 2010 @ 09:40 am

 I know, I know. I've been terrible with updates, but after slaving over the personal statements for my university applications for a month, I felt burned out and took a bit of a break. Well, that bit of a break ended up being a LONG break, especially since I had no time to do anything thanks to all my crazy hard class. -cough- Calculus Physics -cough-
 
But I'm still willing to make an effort! I just need motivation. Someone has to get me motivated! So I snagged this from [info]hyacinthdreams  (also cause I had her write me something xD).
 

The first FIVE people to comment in this post get to request that I write a drabble of any character or pairing of their choosing. In return, they have to post this in their journal, regardless of their ability level.
 

So ask away. Please be a bit original? Sometimes specific? Because I want to get motivated. So give me motivated prompts and pairings! I say prompts because I really want good prompts. So, prompts AND pairings please!
 
 
 
 
Koji
01 January 2010 @ 12:02 am
 

Happy new year's, guys. <3 Talk to me.
 
 
Koji
07 December 2009 @ 02:00 pm
It snowed in the town right next to ours, so all the kids at our school who lived there was like "OMG THERE WAS LIKE A FOOT OF SNOW." Unfortunately it did not snow where I lived. D;

But the mountains and hills I live right by were gorgeously covered in white snow! Some parts of it were already melting so I got this lovely view of snow fading into spring green grass. It was gorgeous! The mountains were beautiful; dots of dark blue and spots of green amongst this mountain of powder sugar snow. So pretty!

Unfortunately did not get to take pictures. T_T The only time I had a good angle was in the car and I was late. Boo.

It was beautiful, though.
 
 
Koji
06 December 2009 @ 09:41 pm
Snow  
OMG OMG OMG OMG

IT'S GONNA SNOW!!

I haven't seen snow since we went to Vegas for vacation. OMG! IT NEVER SNOWS HERE. -excited-
 
 
Koji
02 October 2009 @ 08:14 pm
Laptop issue is (partially) resolved. I hesitate to say this beacuse it still seems hellbent on giving me trouble. Here's to hoping it'll stop freaking out on me. I'm quite paranoid that it will break down any given second though. >>
 
 
Koji
20 September 2009 @ 09:58 pm


When I started Access Denied, I pretty much stopped writing oneshots and drabbles. I think it's because the amount of effort and time I'm putting into Access Denied was a lot more than the shit I did on the other stuff, so I pretty much set aside my thoughts for Access Denied and my personal work.

At the moment, I still haven't thought about the next chapter for Access Denied very much. So I was thinking I'd like to write a drabble or a oneshot for you guys.

Go ahead and request something, or prompt me. It can be fanfiction or original fic, anything, really. Except for certain pairings. -hack- You'd probably know which.

I'll choose one or two that I like and write something. Or try to. No promises, unfortunately.

But I'd like to do a bit of fun writing, so I'd like it if whoever sees this post, all those people on my f-list...you have some opinions, don't you?

 
 
Koji
12 September 2009 @ 07:06 am
This morning, I woke to the sound of rain falling down. For the past three weeks it's been a mindless haze of heat and humidity. I suppose I should've expected it, but I've never really seen it happen, the humidity then rain.

I threw open my curtains and the sky was beautiful. The sunrise had dyed the gray clouds pink, rose, purple, and blue. I ran outside to take some pictures, but they weren't very good. The rain stopped.

Outside my window, something suddenly flashed. I hurried to turn my head to the window and counted to three. Thunder rumbled.

It's my first real thunderstorm. xD Heheh. So I'm acting kind of silly. I've missed the rain so much.

The air smells wet and cold. Ahhh. <3

Maybe it's an omen that today will go well. Or not. Heh.
 
 
Koji
04 September 2009 @ 09:52 pm
Title: Access Denied
Chapter: 8/??
Author: [info]evilgeniuskoji
Beta: [info]visualcomplex
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Genre: Mystery, suspense, scifi
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: None
Summary: AU. Saiko Reality is the hottest new virtual reality simulator. With an in-game experience that questions your reality and theirs, PSC's newest product has establishd a wide branch all over Central Tokyo. Such a large corporation cannot go witout its dark secrets...and as he struggles to remember his past, Ruki finds himself ensnared in the very heart of the problem.
Comments: Thank you so much to my awesome beta.



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Koji
22 August 2009 @ 07:41 pm


Recently, [info]tokidokiko informed me that a fic of mine, The Meaning in Our Hands, reminded her of a song. It was in Cantonese, so I gave it a listen, curious. I found that what I could understand (which is basically the spoken bits) was very poignant, very beautiful, and yes, it fit the fic. So, I decided to translate a part that I thought was especially beautiful. This is my first time translating, so don't be too hard on me. ^^


Two people holding hands can endure anything. If we can feel like this, I don’t know where our emotions went. While holding hands, the feeling of sugary sweet happiness is of course wonderful, but I don’t know when I started to discover that the feeling of holding hands with you has already changed. Even though we are holding hands, I can no longer sense the care and security I used to feel (while holding hands). Watching you becoming grow farther and farther away from me, more and more closed off, really makes me worry, really makes it hard to go on. I just really want to ask, is it because you no longer love me? Because while we hold hands, I can no longer feel the tender emotions I used to. Instead, it’s like day by day we’re being pulled apart, farther and farther, until at last, in our hearts, we both know it’s time to let go (of our hands), because our love has already come to a dead end. Good bye.





The part I translated starts from 3:00 to 4:07. A very, very rough translation, and my first time translating. I know I missed some bits, but please. Read this. I think it was much more eloquent in Cantonese, but...eh. Hopefully I conveyed something to you.
 
 
Koji
19 August 2009 @ 12:22 am
Something Beautiful

They had something beautiful, but they kept breaking it, crushing it underfoot and grinding it into the asphalt like an old cigarette butt. They threw around words like daggers, stabbing and scratching and hurting each other because he could never let go of that doubt that the happiness they found was real. Something was always lurking around the corner, and it was because of that that everything always came crashing down.

Too many times he reached for his jacket, to leave, to go, to never come back because it hurt too much to wait for the day when he was left alone in that house. Surely it would hurt less if he left first.

“I shouldn’t have said anything on that damn plane ride,” Toshiro said, and Rune’s heart stopped because then it hurt to breathe, it hurt to think, of that future where the possibility never was, never happened. A future where there was no ‘we’ just ‘you’ and ‘I’.

Because happiness was so fleeting, love too often an inauthentic fake that shattered so easily under the pressure and strain of society and emotion, he never really thought they would stop hurting so easily, never really thought that they wouldn’t break again. Always harboring that doubt, the one that always led them back to this scene where they were held together once again by a single thread and one or the other wanted to leave just to make it hurt less.

His fingers were tight on the jacket. “Was it worth it?”

“I love you. Isn’t that enough? If you still want to leave, I won’t stop you.”

His throat closed up and he wanted so badly to be certain that it would hurt more to be away from him than to be with him but it never was, never would be. That thread was stronger than silk and less brittle than iron and he always found himself crushed against Toshiro’s chest, their tears and breaths intermingling between relieved kisses and hands searching for comfort and reassurance.

Only for them to hurt even more when the whole thing happened again.

But each time they put the pieces back together, they were held up by crystalline tears and broken heartstrings, to become something that was more breathtaking than before, more precious. The tears washed away the dirt and dust of distrust, to become something shining and clean. They’d break it again, but if they put it together, a little patience, love, maybe they could rekindle what they had again, because what they had was something beautiful.


This is the result of a rather heartwrenching RP between me and PK last night, for our respective muses Rune and Toshiro. They were having issues and I wrote this because the pain was so good it made me cry. God, I'm such a masochist.
 
 
Koji
01 August 2009 @ 02:08 am
Title: Access Denied
Chapter: 7/??
Author: [info]evilgeniuskoji
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Genre: Mystery, suspense, scifi
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: None
Summary: AU. Saiko Reality is the hottest new virtual reality simulator. With an in-game experience that questions your reality and theirs, PSC's newest product has establishd a wide branch all over Central Tokyo. Such a large corporation cannot go witout its dark secrets...and as he struggles to remember his past, Ruki finds himself ensnared in the very heart of the problem.
Comments: My god, it's been almost two months. ><;; I am so sorry. I had this ready nearly a month ago, but it went through a tough editing process...and wow, seven chapters already, hopefully I can wrap this up soon! I hope I still have readers, man...



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Koji
24 July 2009 @ 10:44 pm
Title: It Rains Red
Fandom: Dogs: Bullets&Carnage
Pairing: Heine/ Badou
Rating: PG-13
Summary: If he stands in the rain long enough, the blood will wash away. With sleep comes the nightmares and stained hands, so tonight he won't sleep.
Notes: First time I've written for Dogs, just got into the fandom. A fun pairing, I wonder how I did? It's been so long since I've written fanfiction for manga. For
[info]blackmoralistxx.


Gunsmoker, Stray Dog )

 
 
Koji
17 July 2009 @ 04:00 am
I just pulled an all night for no reason whatsoever, even though I must be up at hte ungodly hour of four. But I couldn't sleep. WHY. D;
 
 
Koji
17 July 2009 @ 01:17 am
Title: The Meaning in Our Hands
Chapter: 1/1
Author: [info]evilgeniuskoji
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Theme: Last train ride home [info]15memories
Genre: Angst, romance, general
Rating: PG
Warning: None
Summary: Don't let go till we get home. Let's just get on a train and go.
Comments: To tide you over till I get the next chapter up.

The silence swallowed him, and he let it. )

 
 
Koji
14 July 2009 @ 11:29 pm

Happy Bastille Day! Today the French celebrate the event that sparked the French revolution. In honor of our Francophone friends, what is your favorite French thing? Bonus points for answers en français.


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C'est la nourriture, mais oui. J'aime la nourriture.

...Je dois parler en francais plus du temps c'ete.
 
 
Koji
04 July 2009 @ 07:47 am
Title: Access Denied
Chapter: 6/??
Author: [info]evilgeniuskoji
Beta: [info]visualcomplex
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Genre: Mystery, scifi, general
Rating: PG-13
Warning: None
Summary: AU. Saiko Reality is the hottest new virtual reality simulator. With an in-game experience that questions your reality and theirs, PSC's newest product has establishd a wide branch all over Central Tokyo. Such a large corporation cannot go witout its dark secrets...and as he struggles to remember his past, Ruki finds himself ensnared in the very heart of the problem.
Comments: Oh gosh, I am SO sorry how long this took. ><;; I didn't mean to drag it out so long, but I had the hardest writer's block ever. =/ Let's see if I still have readers after this.



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